Kayne West interrupted Patrick Swayze’s funeral having this to say “I’ma let yall finish in a minute but Michael Jackson had the better funeral”.

I have tried using Yahoo and Google to bring up an application for a job I am trying to apply for and neither of them will display the web page, I could scream.

Well I just got locked in the gas station where my fiancee works as state and county cops surrounded the building and blocked off the road outside, holding their M-16’s out for apparently a man who is on a murdering spree and was headed in this direction.  Now they have taken off down the road and we are once again free to roam about wherever, I think I’ll wait till my fiancee gets off to go home, it is going to be a long night.

I am so irritated at how this one person pretends to be my friend, she is a lesbian who just met my fiance not even a month ago and tries to control everything he does, and she pretends to be my friend to my face, then turns around and gets confrontational tonight with me because she wants him to come over her house, and instead of letting him discuss it with me, she comes up to me and tells me what he is going to do.  I wanted to be like “bitch who the hell do you think you are, you are dating and screwing a girl, obviously you have no luck with the last husband you had which is why you turned to men, yet you tell my fiancee that I am controlling. Doesn’t you telling me and him what he is doing constitute you as being more controlling than I am”.  I really wanted to say all of this, but what did I do… I saw the state cop walk through the door, and being the bigger woman I walked away.  I’m going to let my baby do his thing because that’s a friend of his, but the next time I get disrespected I am going to let him handle it like he wants to now, but I really don’t like confrontation at all.  I really can’t deal with someone disrespecting me or people I care about though! That is the one thing I can not deal with is disrespect. I can deal with opinions, assholes at work, parents yelling, kids screaming, whatever, but I CAN NOT/WILL NOT deal with disrespect!!!

I hate to say it but I am beginning to learn that the number of divorces in Christian couples is just as high as that of non-christian couples.  Ugh!!

I recently found out a family that my family has been friends with for a very long time is going through it right now.  I grew up with this guy and his brother.  His name is Ryan he got married to a girl everyone considered a disrespectful whore all through high school, but when they got married everyone made believed she had gotten her life together.  Now he is in tears possibly filing for custody of their child and for divorce because she had an affair with another man and is now pregnant by him.  I am so hurt because he is such a good guy and doesn’t deserve to be treated this way.  It is woman like her that give other females a bad name.

My marriage is in 7 days, things like this scare me, but I have learned something.  If you are truly grounded in Christ and realize that it takes 2 people not giving 50/50 but giving 100/100 to make a relationship work.  If you only give 50/50 you are only giving half of yourself.

My fiancee and I have only been together for 6 months on the 9th, even though we have known each other longer than that and been friends beyond that, but in that 6 months we have learned to establish trust, communication, respect and love.  To me those are the three key elements to a relationship.  Maybe I should have told my friend Ryan that before he married his wife, knowing that my best friend and I already knew what she was about, but as always people have to learn on their own.  People can’t change until they want to!!

I recently got a Virgin Mobile phone best thing I ever did, but I didn’t realize I didn’t get a camera phone which doesn’t let me send or recieve pic messages they have a way to do a phone swap online and for the life of me I can’t figure out how to do it ugh!!